boycott

i was hoping that our college will be closed during the holy month of Ramadan. but our principle being a non Muslim perhaps doesn't realize the significance of this holy month. more over he arranged special classes. after attending college and one or two coaching classes it is hardly possible to do self study coming back home. and again it is quite difficult to study after Sheri. so i have decided that i will boycott college from this day onwards. by the rule i have to pay a fine of bdt 50 for not attending the college. according to my calculations it is no big problem. as i have to spend bdt 40 daily if i attend the college. paying my college 10 more i can gain more time for my self study.
our principal has a great method for grooming the weak students. but he doesn't know how difficult will it be for us during ramadan. alone i can not do anything,
so, hereby, i boycott all the classes and exams in college till eid.

I survived an accident.

Among my daily duties I need to pick up my younger sister from her school. After my coaching classes I went to pick her up as usual, but I was 10 minutes late. The problem is when I get late to pick up my sister from her school and I don't have any ride with me, it’s hard to get one. So I was standing by the main road waiting for a rickshaw to be hired by me. But didn't have much luck over there. So we move forward in search of a rickshaw. After a while I got one. Usually I take shortcuts during the pick hour, because of the traffic jam. Everything was normal. Our rickshaw was passing through a street where kids were playing cricket. There was a brick acting as a stamp. The rickshaw hit a bump. The rickshaw puller looked behind with wonder, he didn't drive over the brick, so where was the bump. With in moments the rickshaw hit a second bump the right wheel collapsed and we just had an accident. Luckily my sister and I were unhurt. I got a little pain on my let knee. Where as the rickshaw puller got hurt badly. He didn't even receive his money as the fare.
I survived another accident.

a plan

i don't have much to do now. it will never be possible for me to finish the whole syllabus now. but still I'll try once. I'm planning to take a month leave from my private tutors and give a little extra time and energy on studies to cover up my gap. I'll also try to learn few new moves.

A fallen soldier.

i wasn't doing well in my first half of class eleven. may be it was because i resided in my uncle's house, i had to face a lot difficulties. i thought moving to our house i will boost my studies and cover it up. but now when my year final exam is given and the results are about to be published i realize that i couldn't cover up my gaps. rather I'm broken way beyond any repairments. I'll be promoted to class twelve, no doubt about it. but when my dad gets the inside news, he's gonna be crazy. cause until now he has spent a large amount of money and had been given some sort of freedom over my studies. with these results i'll never get myself admitted in buet. i need to forget that i was hoping for a schoolarship abroad. standing at the edge of my doom i realise that i gathered much experience mostly for the future, but when you will ask me abourt my present, i'm totally empty.

right now i'm nothing more than a fallen soldier. shattered like a piece of glass.

GTP

most you guys know I'm involved in gtp. I'll try to give you an idea how it like. but first things first. there's a seminar on saturday 2/4/2009 at 10 am. you will be provided refreshments. you are cordially invited by mistry sir. gotta go . fever is rising again i believe.

Boishakhi madness

How much I know that 14th April is the bangla new year. O’ yeah I almost forgot, y’all know that. But thing which I don’t know and understand is that why on earth every one is so excited to celebrate this day since we are all eager to move on with English language and culture. I’ve seen the shopping mall s to redecorate them self with some heck of merchandise. Go to ramna enjoy the whole day, go out with your partners, but why it has to be so expensive? Is it really necessary to lose a lot of money? Some thing just doesn’t seem right. I would agree with the huzur’s. This is just nonsense.

romance

earlier this evening i was watching dragon ball Z. in that episode Videl cries out hearing
Gohan is dead. and in another episode Gohan told Videl to cut sort her hair just to have better performance in battle but she reallly thought that Gohan likes sorter haiar on girls. man what a deep critical human psychology. it was time to realize that videl has fallen in love with Gohan. later when Gohan re appears you have seen Videl crying like anything.

well this is just another typical story of a typical cartoon series. but some where it feels different. deep in myself there was a feeling...........well you get the idea. suddenly i kept feeling that i am alone . ....but this is not the time. this is not the time to find myself a partner. it is just way to much complicated. borrowing the experiences from my friends i can say that in Bangladesh you will not get a truly supporting girlfriend. both boys and girls do not take it seriously. or may be i take it more seriously. what ever may be the case ....... I'm lost....

by the by.......i just remembered i still have to sleep. lol.