this is me.

Q: what happens when a crow wears a peacock suit?
A: nothing happens. it stays as a crow.

we can take the lesson in our real world. there are countless people who try to conceal their true identity and pretend to be something else. does it really help? no, it doesn't. it satisfies a mind momentarily. but in the long run you are ashamed of your deeds. that's why you should stick to yourself.

now, we have some natural classifications in our day to day society. we have high class people, middle class people and lower class people. again, each of these class have several levels, like lower middle class, upper middle class etc. these classification originate naturally. you inherit them by birth. you may upgrade your class by hard work, earning more money at a greater rate..... but that doesn't really help. most people who apparently upgrade their class by earning more money still bear the thoughts, behaviors of his old self. and again, their are some people who don't earn that much of money, but through education their thoughts and behavior evolve. but due to their low bank balance they are looked down upon. people, no matter in which class they belong bear a common characteristics, they strive to achieve more power and money, causing unrest in the society, corruptions.

we do not have the courage to step out of all odds and to act differently, boldly. can't we accept what we are? shouldn't we be grateful that we are still in a sound health and mind. it won't me rich if you say so, it won't make me poor if you curse me. no matter how many fat names you assign to me, i won't be changing drastically. you can't help it, you can't change it, you can't complain about it.

i know who i am. i know who i wanna be. i know what I'm gonna do. i know my past. i know my present. i will fabricate my future.


this is me......... this is who i am......... i am Maisun Ibn Monowar.

boycott

i was hoping that our college will be closed during the holy month of Ramadan. but our principle being a non Muslim perhaps doesn't realize the significance of this holy month. more over he arranged special classes. after attending college and one or two coaching classes it is hardly possible to do self study coming back home. and again it is quite difficult to study after Sheri. so i have decided that i will boycott college from this day onwards. by the rule i have to pay a fine of bdt 50 for not attending the college. according to my calculations it is no big problem. as i have to spend bdt 40 daily if i attend the college. paying my college 10 more i can gain more time for my self study.
our principal has a great method for grooming the weak students. but he doesn't know how difficult will it be for us during ramadan. alone i can not do anything,
so, hereby, i boycott all the classes and exams in college till eid.